Tonight I write to you from a sleepy little Baptist guest house at the end of a quiet road in a crowded and noisy Asian city. A riverboat quietly drifts down a water canal not 20 feet from my window. Maybe it was homesickness, maybe stomach sickness that drew me to glance back through pictures. The picture above is one of my favorite memories of the last few years.
Last October, Jeff, Chloe, Ava and I bundled up and headed for the pumpkin patch in rural Oklahoma. It's hard to remember what rural looks like after spending almost an entire year on an island with 8 times the population of Oklahoma crammed into an area of just two counties.
There is something mysterious and magical about fall- a whisper of a promise of good things to come. It's like a Braum's ice cream sundae. Halloween sits perched at the top like the cherry and is the first to be consumed. Then Thanksgiving approaches and just like the last of the fudge beckoning from the bottom of the bowl to "eat me" we indulge in all manner of food and family cheer. The ice cream sandwiched between provides the substance to make memories.
In Thailand, there's no such thing as fall- just summer year round. In Taiwan there is a brief moment when the skies clear and the temperature drops reminiscent of that sweet season. It is fleeting and soon gives way to the rain and cold of the winter months but I can still feel it for a moment.
I don't have any profound life application for this post. Sometimes it just feels good when you are lonely to share or write. I get to do both. Tomorrow I will spend the day again doing follow-up tests and then home again on Tuesday. Hopefully, the doctors will send me on my way with good news and a fistful of drugs to fix an ailing kidney.
In the meantime when that tell-tale crisp breeze signals the advent of fall, pause to revel in the beauty and then eat a Braum's ice cream sundae for me.
3 comments:
oh my goodness -- I will be so glad to hear the results of the tests, and that maybe you just picked up a virus somewhere! In addition to your medical problems, this gramma wonders such things as how in the world do you find your way around in such foreign places.... are you OK traveling alone???? I will be anxiously checking your blog frequently.
Insofar as homesickness is concerned, I think you would have to be made of stone not to feel some of that from time to time. I recall being a young mother when we lived away from Muskogee (750 miles, max!) and being homesick; I think every person that is honest about themselves will admit the same thing. Glad you had those pictures to review!
Watching & waiting to hear test results!
Love, Gma Pat
Oh, I so hope you are feeling better soon! Sending lots of love from Oklahoma to you. Seriously. Get better!
Also, waiting to hear the results from the Dr's. We're thinking positive.
And thanks a lot for the tears your stroll down memory lane brought. Should have waited to read this at home, not work.
We miss you and the kids every bit as much as you miss us!
See ya soon!
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